7.23PM

You would probably get bored reading all this entry. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time, but no that's not gonna happened. People always said just keep moving forward and there's no time to look at the past. I don't know why, but here I am feeling so awful about myself again, I can't get this feeling off of me. I barely go out nowadays, I even feel weird when going out, I feel like being on my own is the best for me, I miss my buddy so so so much, and I hate it here. Being unproductive all year long. What's gonna happen to me? There're so much things I gotta pay back. Thinking about all these things make me feel scared of myself...........