Drifted Away With This Brand New Eyes

~~ Misguided Ghost ~~

I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back don't try and follow me
Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run from them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

Cause I'm just one of the ghosts
Travelling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

Well now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify
Of broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on
And run to them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh, you are not useless
We are just
Misguided Ghosts

Travelling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And they still echo me

~~ They echo me in cricle ~~

Why this Life is Hard?

okay. my life gets even difficult now. i hate this new job now. Argh, everything seems so not right. I don't see myself fit in any real job. I don't know. I need help. I can't do this. So much regrets in this life. I made so many mistakes. :(