it's so fudge up. when i read this back again for a couple of years say like 10, or 20 years, I wouldn't probably laugh my a** out. blah!
life. life.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
poop
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
maybeiamthinkingtoomuchthislifeisgettingharderandharderformehowdoigetmyselfoutofthisihatemyown
ohnothisissobadsosobadiwishyoucouldknowarewedriftingawaynowiwastedmylifeandtimefornothing
igonnamoveonseemslikeyouandeverybodytooihatethisihatethispartrighthereihatethispartrighthere
doibearanyfruitthisfewyearsnotquitewhichissuchafailureeverybodylookatmelikealoserimaloserimagleek
ahnoahnoahnoamiindepressionbigdepressionicantsleepicanteatsleepingmakesmefeelimsuchaworthless
humanbeingonthisplanetofpokopenlordgivemethestrengthahidontknowhowyouguysdoiticanhardly
wannameetanybodyeveragaininthisworldorinthistownhesswimminginmymindattractiveprettyofficeryet
socoolwiththesleeknesswowwowwhatamitalkingabouthesswimminginmymindhecanhandleitprettywell
stupidmestupidmestupidmeimsuchanidiotarghiwannascreammylungsoutwherearetheywhenineedthem
bymysideimsuchahelplessgirlinmyownworlddamnshizhowcanifacetheintervieweeimsoashamedofmyself
shouldibean.....in....soican...with....wallawallawalllawallawalllawallawallallwallawallawallalwalllawlallaa
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
where'd you go i miss you so seems like it's been forever since you've been gone
maybeiamthinkingtoomuchthislifeisgettingharderandharderformehowdoigetmyselfoutofthisihatemyown
ohnothisissobadsosobadiwishyoucouldknowarewedriftingawaynowiwastedmylifeandtimefornothing
igonnamoveonseemslikeyouandeverybodytooihatethisihatethispartrighthereihatethispartrighthere
doibearanyfruitthisfewyearsnotquitewhichissuchafailureeverybodylookatmelikealoserimaloserimagleek
ahnoahnoahnoamiindepressionbigdepressionicantsleepicanteatsleepingmakesmefeelimsuchaworthless
humanbeingonthisplanetofpokopenlordgivemethestrengthahidontknowhowyouguysdoiticanhardly
wannameetanybodyeveragaininthisworldorinthistownhesswimminginmymindattractiveprettyofficeryet
socoolwiththesleeknesswowwowwhatamitalkingabouthesswimminginmymindhecanhandleitprettywell
stupidmestupidmestupidmeimsuchanidiotarghiwannascreammylungsoutwherearetheywhenineedthem
bymysideimsuchahelplessgirlinmyownworlddamnshizhowcanifacetheintervieweeimsoashamedofmyself
shouldibean.....in....soican...with....wallawallawalllawallawalllawallawallallwallawallawallalwalllawlallaa
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
7.23PM
You would probably get bored reading all this entry. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time, but no that's not gonna happened. People always said just keep moving forward and there's no time to look at the past. I don't know why, but here I am feeling so awful about myself again, I can't get this feeling off of me. I barely go out nowadays, I even feel weird when going out, I feel like being on my own is the best for me, I miss my buddy so so so much, and I hate it here. Being unproductive all year long. What's gonna happen to me? There're so much things I gotta pay back. Thinking about all these things make me feel scared of myself...........
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About Me
- Mary
- just a person that loves music, art, playing guitar & ukulele and other things that I find amused & inspired me. I like to watch K-dramas & J-dramas, it's like an addiction once an episode starts, the K-pop & J-pop, anything Korean and Japanese.