Monday, November 2, 2009

Another Shitty Feeling, Another Shitty Day

I hate my job, I hate those who put me in this Pejabat bla bla bla..I hating myself for going online and fill in the form a few couple of months before, I hate that I turn off the Sushi King offer, I hate that I made a mistake in this life for whatever I am in, I hate people that always like to order and judge & look down on one's ability. You don't know me, so back off.
Ahh..I've been thinking, this is not the path that I want to be in, I despise this so much, but yet everybody just telling me, be patience, be patience. How can I carry all this, if all in my head & heart is worries, worries and worries, and day by day I feel like it's gettin' worse.
How I wish I could just vanish, ahh..that would mean "be running away". That's what I wanna do now.

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